Friday, April 30, 2010

Weeks End

It has been a long week. I have been reminded again that actions do speak louder than words. How could I have tried to help someone and in the end they felt inadequate and a failure.
Why do we always seem to step on peoples toes. I am upset that I hurt a friend and don't know how to fix it.

My life seems to be falling apart and I just help it along.

Lord help me to be yours and help my friend as you see fit.

Monday, April 26, 2010


So the start of a new week and I decided to start it with a new attitude. No more down and out in with up and happy times. It does help to talk to someone. That someone is a very special lady. She helped me see things in a different light and perspective. It has been so nice to want to smile and be happy again. No more letting others get me down. He can be down on his own. Out of my life. yahoo.....

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Weeks End

It is Saturday Morning. This week has been a rough one. Traffic was odd. Mornings that should have been crowded were open and the times of day when open was packed. Snohomish county you are truely a convergence zone.

I had a good experience on Wednesday but still have rough times. Why do people become insensitive about others? Why do they take it out on other? Can they not accept there emotions and actions and not blame others? What does it take to forgive and move on? A bunch of unanswerable questions.
I know that I need to forgive and go on with MY life as Jesus would want me to. Why is that to hard?

So going to experience this Saturday.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010


Started this morning determined to be more happy and positive. It has been almost a good day. I have really started letting go of stress and accepting what is be what is. So why does my right arm muscle hurt extremely bad. Shoulder too. I just want to have a good day and this one almost was it.

Monday, April 19, 2010


After two weeks of stressful times I took time to do what I wanted to do. Tulips, pictures and short road trip. Good Saturday morning. Sunday church and then the rest of the day with my friend. That means I am ready for the week. Less stress here I come.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Saturday afternoon

Went up to take pictures of the tulips in the Mount Vernon area this morning but in a way to relive stress I came home and clean the inside of our church bus. Feeling a little less stressed but some still there.


I have had stress the last few weeks and just last night thought about how my body is dealing with the stress.

There has been a headache just enought to be noticed but not enough for meds. Then the neck has been tight and a new pop when turning the head that had never been there before. And of course the nervous stomach.

If I could just let it go. Easier said then done. Oh well, Saturday time to see about soon work and play.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Questions of Life

It has been a very interesting last two weeks. How many emotions do people go through in a week?

I think I have had the full range of emotions and am trying hard not to dewell on the negative ones and live with the positive ones. Boy that is hard. So many bad thoughts can come at times. I will be nice. I will be nice. I will not stoop the the low level of the other one. God help me to do that.

Sunday, April 11, 2010


Weekend is ending. Boy this week was a trip of emotions. I love my friends.

I hope everyone has that special friend that knows you better than you know yourself. My friend has been there this week with support in many ways. She has talked to me, prayed for me, defended me, and just been there. What more can you ask for. I just hope that I am there for her.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Saturday's journey

So Saturday is ending. What a great day. Walked in the MS walk around the Tulalip casino and Seattle outlet stores. It was fun to walk with friends.

Then just hung out with friends until Helped Timothy at church for the Dinner and Variety show. Helped him cook, serve and clean up. Just the type of day I needed to end my week.

The Start

Never thought I would want to write so others could read what I am thinking.
So I don't have much excitement in life right now. Just living day to day.