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Sunday, November 21, 2010

Emotions

How many words can describe and define you?



This past week has been full of many words and alot of the deal with emotions.



So starting the week last Sunday enjoying friendship and fellowship with close family friends. The best way to start a week.



Monday was full of different emotions, tired, frustration, embarrassed, anger, and ended in laughter.

I got into my first accident in the bus that was my fault. So and embarrassed that I was stupid enough to cut the corner and hit a large rock. Angry with myself and having to deal with coworkers teasing. I ended the day laughing with them and letting it go.



Tuesday more teasing and laughter.



Wednesday was disappointment leading the way to frustration.

Oh how can you walk around with a smile and not really showing what really is going on. I can do it fairly well. I know that my eyes and give it way to those who know me well.



Disappointed in my self set in for most of the day. How could I have been so careless. Why do I not ask for help when needed. Why do I try to do everything myself. If I don't ask for help am I not letting someone else receive joy? I am so much more comfortable being the helper and not the receiver of help.

Thursday was much better. It was a day of lists. What all do I need to do to be ready for the bazaar. Have I covered all the bases? Do I have all the volunteers lined up?

Friday was great so ready to end the work week and get started on the weekend.

Saturday was a day of rest and enjoying the kitties. They had their first visitors Heather and Julien and Riley stopped by. They ran with the boys. They also went to work to visit. Kyzer is a smart little a Kittie, had to use the litter box which was at home and jumped in the garbage can, did his duty and jumped out then look up with a look of " I did it."

So how many emotions do you go through in a week. I forgot excitement at my friend birth of her granddaughter. Love you all.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

New kittens



Here are my new kittens





This one is Katie Ann


The black one is Kyzer
They have so far really been good. Hope that lasts.













Thursday, November 11, 2010

long

I have had 4 long days at work this week. Pay off 3 day weekend. : )

Monday, November 8, 2010

26

26 days to prepare, execute, and have fun at the bazaar. I really need to step up and get volunteers. I need to get ideas from others on how to make it better. Is the layout good, should things change. What to do, what to do.

Onward and forward not looking back.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

deja vu

So about 10 years ago I had severe stomach pains and after getting to experience some medical procedures and see a specialist surgeon, They could not find out what was wrong. The pain went away and I got pink eye.

Now I have fought pain for about 3 months. Severe enough again for Dr visits and tests and specialist. This was in July and August. So September and October paying for the visit I have had the pain on and off. What did I get yesterday Pink eye and no stomach pain.

I just have to laugh. Is this going to happen every 10 years?

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

31 days

31 days

Count down to the bazaar has started in my mind. So much to still do. So much to plan yet. It will be done.

I really don't know why I have volunteered for the last 3 years to cordinate the annual bazaar but God has His plans.

I am a follower, a behind the scenes helper not a leader. Leader defined as a person or thing that leads. I hate to lead. Let me help you. It is so hard to ask for help or volunteers.

I feel really good about the bazaar. New Chef. New ideas. New people sewing.

I am looking forward to cooking with Becca, Sewing with the ladies. Setting up the trivia room with Mari Dee. Working with Lorna and price things after the morning ladies have set up. Then them getting mad at us. We just giggle. It is times like this that make the set up and worrying about the bazaar fun.


31 days to go...................