Dear Mom
It been 30 years since you have been gone. My life has continued on. I have had ups and downs. I miss you.
I wonder what my life would be like if you were still here. Would we be friends and do things together?. Would the grand kids have fun at grandmas? Would you have traveled to visit family around the country?
Well, Just so you know I have tried to be a good person. I do think of others before myself and that is just the way of life for me. I have some great people in my life to hold me accountable and love me for being me. I know you would like them.
I think about you often. One of my favorite memories is doing jigsaw puzzles at the dining room table. Now if I do a puzzle I have to make sure the cats don't get in to it.
Now at 30 years later I am trying not be poor me but be thankful for all you taught me. It is hard to see my friends with their parents and know that I don't have that. I hate that jealousy gets in my life with that. God will take care of me.
Mom know you are missed and I love you.
Bear
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Sunday, August 4, 2013
Sunday, June 30, 2013
I did a hike of my 2013 list to do. I hike the Lime Kiln Trail 6.5 mile in about 4 hours. I DID IT!
It was hot, and no breeze but friends put up my slow turtle pace but we had fun spending the time out there In Gods Country.
An update on my thirteen activites for this year
1. Visit Leavenworth Washington. Not just to spend a hour or so but the whole day exploring the town
2. Pedicure, I have never had one. I don't like my toes and so I have stayed away. This year I will get one done.
3. Travel to Seattle Washington just to wander and take pictures a few time during the year.
4. Ride the San Juan Ferry and visit Friday Harbor.
5. Hike the Lime Kiln trail out of Granite FallsDone 07-01-2013
6. Visit the Big Four Ice Caves. Again live here and never been.
7. Hurricane Ridge. What to go on a clear day.
8. Ride the Seattle Great Wheel. I would love to ride during the day as well as at night.
9. Visit Butchart Gardens in Canada in the Spring and Winter.. My goal is to visit each season.
10. Visit Mount St. Helens
11. Go to Multnomah Falls
12.See the Fremont Troll.
13. Go up in a Hot air balloon. I have the tickets just waiting for the day.April 14 in the morning. I cannot wait.We have scheduled 4 times but weather kept us from 3 times.
It was hot, and no breeze but friends put up my slow turtle pace but we had fun spending the time out there In Gods Country.
An update on my thirteen activites for this year
1. Visit Leavenworth Washington. Not just to spend a hour or so but the whole day exploring the town
2. Pedicure, I have never had one. I don't like my toes and so I have stayed away. This year I will get one done.
3.
4. Ride the San Juan Ferry and visit Friday Harbor.
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6. Visit the Big Four Ice Caves. Again live here and never been.
7. Hurricane Ridge. What to go on a clear day.
8. Ride the Seattle Great Wheel. I would love to ride during the day as well as at night.
9. Visit Butchart Gardens in Canada in the Spring and Winter.. My goal is to visit each season.
10. Visit Mount St. Helens
11. Go to Multnomah Falls
12.
13. Go up in a Hot air balloon. I have the tickets just waiting for the day.April 14 in the morning. I cannot wait.We have scheduled 4 times but weather kept us from 3 times.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
So I know that Facebook is a social media and we all have different opinions and beliefs.
I posted this last night and made it my profile picture
I posted this last night and made it my profile picture
I did this at night just before bed. When I checked in the morning someone had posted something hateful.
I did not post this to judge others but to state MY beliefs. I love that the Elders at my church have us every week the
Apostles' Creed
I believe in God the Father, Almighty, Maker of heaven and earth:
And in Jesus Christ, his only begotten Son, our Lord:
Who was conceived by the Holy Ghost, born of the Virgin Mary:
Suffered under Pontius Pilate; was crucified, dead and buried: He descended into hell:
The third day he rose again from the dead:
He ascended into heaven, and sits at the right hand of God the Father Almighty:
From thence he shall come to judge the quick and the dead:
I believe in the Holy Ghost:
I believe in the holy catholic church: the communion of saints:
The forgiveness of sins:
The resurrection of the body:
And the life everlasting. Amen.
As we celebrate the life and death and resurrection of Jesus Christ I will not be ashamed to post something I believe. I am not judging anyone and I do not want to be judged. I am a sinner saved by grace living a life I hope that shows other God in my life.
An update on my thirteen activites for this year
1. Visit Leavenworth Washington. Not just to spend a hour or so but the whole day exploring the town
2. Pedicure, I have never had one. I don't like my toes and so I have stayed away. This year I will get one done.
3. Travel to Seattle Washington just to wander and take pictures a few time during the year.
4. Ride the San Juan Ferry and visit Friday Harbor.
5. Hike the Lime Kiln trail out of Granite Falls
6. Visit the Big Four Ice Caves. Again live here and never been.
7. Hurricane Ridge. What to go on a clear day.
8. Ride the Seattle Great Wheel. I would love to ride during the day as well as at night.
9. Visit Butchart Gardens in Canada in the Spring and Winter.. My goal is to visit each season.
10. Visit Mount St. Helens
11. Go to Multnomah Falls
12.See the Fremont Troll.
13. Go up in a Hot air balloon. I have the tickets just waiting for the day.April 14 in the morning. I cannot wait.
1. Visit Leavenworth Washington. Not just to spend a hour or so but the whole day exploring the town
2. Pedicure, I have never had one. I don't like my toes and so I have stayed away. This year I will get one done.
3.
4. Ride the San Juan Ferry and visit Friday Harbor.
5. Hike the Lime Kiln trail out of Granite Falls
6. Visit the Big Four Ice Caves. Again live here and never been.
7. Hurricane Ridge. What to go on a clear day.
8. Ride the Seattle Great Wheel. I would love to ride during the day as well as at night.
9. Visit Butchart Gardens in Canada in the Spring and Winter.. My goal is to visit each season.
10. Visit Mount St. Helens
11. Go to Multnomah Falls
12.
13. Go up in a Hot air balloon. I have the tickets just waiting for the day.April 14 in the morning. I cannot wait.
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Feb 24th Prayer for health. Lord we take for granted out health. Thank you for slowing me down this weekend and resting but myself and in you. Help keep me healthy to serve you.
Feb 25th What a joy to have a job to go to. Help me show you in my life today. It is Monday and it starts early. Thank you for the weather.
Feb 26th Thank you for bringing my cats into my life. My alarm clocks purr, and meow to get up in time for work. That gives me sometime to spend with you. Thank you for them
Feb 27th I pray today for a friend who has more work at this time of the month. Be with her to help her function fully and clearly as she deals with the stress. Give her times of relaxation and enjoyment. Keep her safe in the long hours she will be working.
Feb 28 Thank for holding me up to praying for something each day this month. I have seen your love and compassion. Thank you for forgiving sins.
Feb 25th What a joy to have a job to go to. Help me show you in my life today. It is Monday and it starts early. Thank you for the weather.
Feb 26th Thank you for bringing my cats into my life. My alarm clocks purr, and meow to get up in time for work. That gives me sometime to spend with you. Thank you for them
Feb 27th I pray today for a friend who has more work at this time of the month. Be with her to help her function fully and clearly as she deals with the stress. Give her times of relaxation and enjoyment. Keep her safe in the long hours she will be working.
Feb 28 Thank for holding me up to praying for something each day this month. I have seen your love and compassion. Thank you for forgiving sins.
Saturday, February 23, 2013
Feb 17 Oh Lord Our Lord how majestic is your Name. It is in your name that I come today. Healing and Your love for a coworker who is in pain, Be with her and the Doctors and her family. Give her piece and keep her not feeling antsy but to sit back and relax to heal.
Feb 18 God you are the maker of the universe. Your Mountains and waters here in the Northwest show Your work so well. Thank you for letting me grow up in this small piece of your universe.
Feb 19 God you are the one who gives and takes away. There is time when we all loose a pet. It is hard. Be with a friend who had to say goodbye to her cat of 18 years. Help her and the remaining cat adjust to life with a friend gone. Let them be open to what you have in store for them.
Feb 20 Thank you for Wednesday. Hmmm the middle of my week. Help me smile and be helpful to those I will encounter today. Thank you for forgiving me for all my sins.
Feb 21 Changes Lord. There are so many of my friends who are having changes in their lives. You will be there for them, You will show them your love, You will give them Your presence in their lives and decisions. Be there and show them the way to your will Lord.
Feb 22 Thank you for two friends birthdays. Thank you for two men who love you so much. These men give so much to others in your love. Bless them this year.
Feb 23 Thank you for health. You give reminders to take it easy. I really don't like to do nothing all day but to spend it with you Lord is good. Thank you for feeling better.
Feb 18 God you are the maker of the universe. Your Mountains and waters here in the Northwest show Your work so well. Thank you for letting me grow up in this small piece of your universe.
Feb 19 God you are the one who gives and takes away. There is time when we all loose a pet. It is hard. Be with a friend who had to say goodbye to her cat of 18 years. Help her and the remaining cat adjust to life with a friend gone. Let them be open to what you have in store for them.
Feb 20 Thank you for Wednesday. Hmmm the middle of my week. Help me smile and be helpful to those I will encounter today. Thank you for forgiving me for all my sins.
Feb 21 Changes Lord. There are so many of my friends who are having changes in their lives. You will be there for them, You will show them your love, You will give them Your presence in their lives and decisions. Be there and show them the way to your will Lord.
Feb 22 Thank you for two friends birthdays. Thank you for two men who love you so much. These men give so much to others in your love. Bless them this year.
Feb 23 Thank you for health. You give reminders to take it easy. I really don't like to do nothing all day but to spend it with you Lord is good. Thank you for feeling better.
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Feb 10 Worship
Lord it is so great to spend time today in church worshiping you. From the organ playing prelude to the sermon and hymns all for your glory.
Feb 11 For a friend in need.
Lord hear my prayers for a friend and her family as they wait for medical answers this week. Hold them in your hand and show them the Love you have for them. Help them trust you for all the answers.
Feb 12 For the people I encounter everyday/
Lord in life today I ask that you use me to show Your Love to them. You know who I will encounter today that needs you to touch them. Help me serve you in this way to be there for them.
Feb 13 Midweek
Oh my Lord it is the middle of the week. The dread of days ahead to weekend. May I find your joy in my day today. Forgive me for the unpleasant thoughts I have had this week. Jealous and envy have been on my heart. Lord I want your Joy to fill me and get the jealousy out. I need to find your will in my life. I want to serve you and be satisfied with what you have given me.
Feb 14 Valentines day
Lord I thank you for all my friends. You have given me such wonderful friends who have the most wonderful examples of love for each other. I know you have plans for me and I just need to wait for your will. Again Thank you for the wonderful examples in my life.
Feb 15 Friday
Thank you for Friday. The day to prepare for the weekend. The day that I am able to learn more from You. Thank you Lord.
Feb 16 WIC
Thank you for the Women in the Church. What a great group of women who want to serve You. We enjoy getting together to help the church. Today Lord we helped supply the kitchen. Our kitchen is used in so many ministries. Thank you for that.
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